Listen to Carolyn read “Underground, Outer Space”.
  “Our music is like a punch in the face” 
“It’s good for you” 
      They open the act and I sputter
Laughter trapped in my throat 
   People spill in 
Beer spills on the floor 
Don’t drink and dance 
My knees knock against the stage 
         The barriers left
To make room for us
A red room flooded with people
 
Space filled with stale heat 
Underground, time is standing still 
Red and black and hot, hot 
Peel back a sweater 
In a busy cave
The men all look the same 
Long dark hair and disco pants 
 
A man appears on the stage 
Inches away 
Shorter than I expected but still 
I’d kiss him 
He calls to us 
Mel-Bourne 
We laugh with this medium-sized man 
Doc martens, sunflower blazer 
Tucking his hair behind his ear 
“I can feel your spirits filling the room” 
Alcohol, enthusiasm, both 
   
 I lost my head in the crowd 
With a girl 
    Glitter in her mohawk like snow on Mount Buller 
Two headless girls twisting and shouting  
We’re on fire, underwater 
Sharing the same words 
Shouting the same breath 
Outer space in a hot room 
For two short hours 
 
The comedown 
 
An irate taxi driver  
 Count down the minutes  
Until the next night
Hysteria, hopeless and 
Giggling over two pints of beer and 
Counting streetlights