please estimate the handfuls of conversations 
slipping through fingering hinges of death;
figuring out how best to avoid the wrong keys 
on the piano of synapses, 
incandescent riffs between skull and teeth 
prove how much light went missing 
in the timeless hole keyed by ‘education’.
 
within cupped palms of cement, unset-
tled creative spirits staggered in unprofit-
able, disfigure-
d suffering.
cliché guilt cripples — 
you’ve only managed a scrawl,
a sickly star scribbled by wounds 
that would’ve crawled back home 
and called it a ‘wander’
even if it were worn down by
cavities to ‘wa___r’. 
 
here’s to the memory that beats 
like a harvested heart,
beats up every snow-soaked silhouette 
of who we once were 
because we had to be, 
waiting on the candle (or the scythe)
to see us fire (or set us free) 
from the liberty of ‘time’ (courtesy of the good old canon).